well...we got the house we wanted! i am so excited for this huge change to happen in 5 days! carpeted floors never appealed to me more than it does now. i hate not being able to lay on the floor and color with kimmy or just roll around and play. here on the current grocery store style crap floor we have now, it is too uncomfy to do anything.
another huge change that has happened in the last month is sawyer. we have a cute as can be new 13 week old kitten. she is such a cuddle bug and any time i am sitting down, she is sleeping beside me or on my chest. this is the type of cat i wanted since i was 5. she is the sweetest little thing. best kitty ever.
Saturday, September 10, 2011
well...crater lake was not only a short-lived job, it was a lacking adventure. i spent too much time away from my kiddo and too much time with my life on hold. there isnt enough money coming in for this to be a long-lasting engagement. i was so stressed and lonely i couldnt even sleep. i am so glad to be back home where i can have windows open without breathing cigarette smoke every five seconds. i will learn from this experience...but i will NEVER do this again. now it is time to move into a new house, get our new kitty Sawyer Jo, and live happily ever after. :)
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
some times in my life...i complain about the hand i have been dealt. it always seems the worst thing ever to the person experiencing it. when i look at things other people are dealing with on a daily basis i really don't have it to bad. i am learning more and more everyday to make lemonade out of the lemons life gave me. i really am blessed... i have a healthy child, a roof over my head, food in my tummy, and a little money in the bank. statistics say, because i have these 4 things, i am richer than 75% of the people in the world. i consider myself very lucky to have been born in these gorgeous United States of America. i am coming to appreciate the life i was given. i am realizing that God only gave me this life because he knew i was strong enough to live it. knowing that God has the faith in my abilities is overwhelming and gratifying at the same time. knowing that i am loved more than i will ever know by someone that died to know me and my heart (Romans 3:8) is the best feeling in the world. i don't want to ever forget that God loves me and there is nothing i can do to change this. i can never disappoint him... everything in my life i want to live according to his plan for me...i hope i know what that is sometimes soon...