realizing what needs to change

well...crater lake was not only a short-lived job, it was a lacking adventure. i spent too much time away from my kiddo and too much time with my life on hold. there isnt enough money coming in for this to be a long-lasting engagement. i was so stressed and lonely i couldnt even sleep. i am so glad to be back home where i can have windows open without breathing cigarette smoke every five seconds. i will learn from this experience...but i will NEVER do this again. now it is time to move into a new house, get our new kitty Sawyer Jo, and live happily ever after. :)